ooooh, so girly! want a daughter so i can decorate her room like this too ((:
honestly, i dont get why ipads sell so well.. the only thing i do on ipad is to play retarded games, which is a waste of my time. i thought i could use my ipad to watch the stock market, but oh whoa, i could control and watch everything better with my laptop which i bring around everywhere anyway.
the only benefit i can think of is that an ipad facilitates a bitch session. so easy to take out  your ipad, go onto facebook and zoom zoom zoom into others’ photos ((: tehe, if you’re thinking what a bitch, hey, i haven’t done that very often ok. no one to bitch with in pittsburgh. and im swamped by work most of the time anyways.. )):
and i guess people started to realize that ipads are a waste of money, which is why (ok fine, the stocks dropped because of a change in management, but who cares, it’s been fallllllinggggg)
(their stock price now, dropping off the cliff!!!) 
it is down a hell lot. but i dont care cause i don’t hold apple stocks. but, people, im pretty sure your retirement or any sort of fund etc is going down a hell lot just because of this one stock. go check! ((:

continuing my apple rant.

iphones are soooo overrated. love my S3 so much, the screen is huge and its so light. ok the iphone 5 is bigger than iphone 4, but at least i got to laugh at the iphone dudes for about 4 months before they got their new, SLIGHTLY larger screens.
samsung 1 : apple 0

i haven’t used a galaxy, and i don’t like my ipad, so… point goes to no one. (side note. my ipad was free. i’m glad i wasn’t stupid enough to spend $500 to buy a freaking useless time wasting gadget)
samsung 1: apple 0

omg, didn’t realize that the ultrabook is thinner than macbook air. but anyways, imo macbook wins any other laptops. ok fine, it was a bad decision to buy the retina (the old 15 inch) because my back hurts from carrying around, but same problem as my previous samsung. but i still think macs are better. esp if you’re a developer of some sort on ruby on rails. i know im not a dev or anything, but if its gonna save me 15mins every time i run a test on my code and get me an A for my course, hell yea im gonna buy a macbook so
samsung 1 : apple 1

ITS A DRAW, but.. thing is, samsung has so much other electronics that they sell + vertical integration (tehe using my geography i learnt in sec 3? i think?) sell your freaking apple stocks. although the price looks so enticing now..

im so confused about what i want right now. 
i accepted the fidelity offer. but i feel so awfully bad that i didn’t get the BOA one. but i remember 3 months ago, i thoughtknew fidelity was the one for me. they say capricons get in and out of love very fast. i think we just get in and out of whatever we desire very fast..
i want higher pay. i want to know that im gonna get higher pay in the future. i want to know that i will be able to get a higher paying job of similar nature in singapore in 5 years. i want.. i want everything i cannot get.

im so fucking confused right now. someone help me. but i don’t know how you’re going to help me..
maybe.. maybe this is why people stay in school and do masters..

Hot Chocolate

hating the hurricane already. no holiday + cold & rain?!?! )): but, making this tonight (after class of course) tehe i know its only hot chocolate but im so excited to do something that is not studying ((:

Hot Chocolate Recipe adapted from simplyrecipes


Basic Hot Chocolate

4 cups of milk

8 ounces of chocolate (I used 70% cocoa)

3 teaspoons of sugar

1 teaspoon of vanilla extract

1/8 teaspoon of salt


Place the milk into a pot on low heat and bring to a low simmer. Sir constantly to ensure that the milk doesn’t stick to the bottom of the pan. Add the vanilla, sugar, salt, and chocolate and whisk vigorously until the chocolate has melted. Heat for another 4 minutes, constantly stirring.

****updated with real pictures
ok. this wasn’t really baking. it looks like milo, but its really hot chocolate! it was so cold and windy (hurricane sandy) and so i made hot chocolate!! and tk’s lactose intolerant so i had to finish the entire thing by myself )): it was really really good. its so easy to make hot chocolate! O.O

Next things to bake
Browned Butter Salted Chocolate Chip Cookies
Apple Pie Bundles